"sex is like a game of tennis..i dont see the big deal." she said. True, i thought..but how would you know, not even your parents love you. She yells "i hate my life, i'd rather i was never born." its logical i guess. She is an abused soul, her artwork screams it..it dosent take a genious to figure out. she thought it odd that mine was about happyness. i told her because everyone elses was sad in some way. Could it be that this girl, over three times my weight, and without many of lifes pleasent experiences, knows more then i do. i'd like to think not, but im not fooling myself. I guess shes had plenty of time to observe..i personaly think she knows to much. but thats not up to me. i'd like to think everything she said is and was a lie..but i know its not.